It’s been along time- I shouldn’t have left you...

december 2020 : in light on the time passed , life has blessed me. My smart , funny, beutiful, spririted, artistic, studious, organized, forward thinking, inspirational, popukar amongst her freinds at day care and well loved duaghter. i csnt say enough i love her so much. Grayson provides me with the patience & understanding every father should start working on ourselves. i work for the state and beleive i have mot changed much. I am a certified VANLIFER, Van-Lyfe and i love this but there is a plan behind the maddness. at this time I save my money as best as i can to build up enough to put down on a house i can actualy own. Affordable , gardenable land to raise stock and flora. The second play of i cant get some land is to buy a ware house ($$$??$$) and build a hydogrow op and shroomery. 3rd plan is to stay employed eith the state and win a jackpot here and there. I have a fishing licence and yet to have plucked me a keeper out of the Willamette or Colombia. I have allot of time left. LOve in times of COVID

Glad to be back. Good to be alive. Still allot of work to be done. Never stop dreaming the dream to one day live it. Don’t doubt yourselves be mindful take care of the mind body soul, in new creative methods. Find similar minds if you can or operate independent be kind to others or don’t just don’t be a dick. Lol. Exercise totally self and seek to understand. Brace and Brake.

Summer no dem Bummer

Sweltering stifeling slothilyh we move, for a purpose, for an experiance, toward existence, for a seemingly

Finally some cold action hitS Phoenix. I dont need the AC...eff you AC !!!!

Fridays- Grayson Lynn's first day at pre-school, Miki Lynn Rios-Garcia and I are driving on easy street with mud tires. Plus I get into internet etiquette conflict with college Dr. Degree holder but i washed all the stress away with some comfort Za, thin crust thank you very much plus watched the rest of Portlandia. Kind of reminded me when I left Seattle a year or 2? back. Tomorrow Walking the fair grounds. Sorry to Annette Ruiz for missing the derby but we are about that parent work schedule lyfe son!!! Freekin hate working tho.. buster,. my job at Tumbleweed isnot at all difficult its just that i feel it could be allot more that just licensing and house upkeep. IDK i need to read some comix or start my own. I have been meaning to begin illustrating but i just want to rest these days. I never had this issue of lack of sleeping before. I CaN get out of this FUNK. I hate FUNK. Disco of shitty repetitive House or techno now.. Any way here is Lil Grayson with Micaela Garcia the woman of my heart aren't they sooo PWECHUSSS!!! here is Grayson Dancig to normal House beats and at Mikis birthday sushi revival family gettogether!!

Gray Life

how awesome is that!!

Micaela and I are here...making moves and taking names....MISS MY CHUBBA WUBBA GRAYSON.. http://dbfestival.com/

seattle we comming for that night bus

So much time passes and solutions have scientifically found sum. Any who the GFAM will be repping 602 in the 206. Hollertronix.. To busy livin that Bass Life... See you next month...ILOVE MIKI AND GRAYSON POR VITA

8.23.13 endless summer heat

What an exciting time! Life is moving so rapid and swelled with fundamental obstacles. I cant explain entirely whats been happening but it is wonderful to say they I am a father to a beautiful strong intelligent visionary who shall be names Grayson Lynn Garcia. She is our happy little families focus, our guidance, and motivator. She is funny and like to luagh but is serious about her studies. We, Micaela and I, hope to be the best for her as she is a planned event and a blessing. Thanks you cosmic beings for granting us such a unique child. All the best. Be Well. !! Foodbanks!

Chillin with my babay Momma

Newest developments in abridged format. New weight gain. New gained friend new gained weight on friend. UP grows the bump. Looking deformed. Now more space to live in. More fast in the car we go..heres another hint of the model of car I got. 2003 0000 Plant really really like it when you give them water. A riding we will go to Seattle we ergo. Read study read studt read study ..pass pass pass pass....collect stacks.

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PSSST ***hey here is a hint hint*** I'm gonna be a father !!!

Skinemax from Smash TV on Vimeo.

Summer daze

Creeping onward though the summer I fell phenom... No more heady tremors or bloody noses to keep me up at night for i have found solace... The small bands of company: neighbors and knitted peeps to make up the slackened social life while in a daze... I learned that vibration at very very high speeds can create life... working in the field, harvesting, planting, sowing, watering, harvesting, ... I stand in the middle of the fray that this modern heat and prejudiced state emits.. My peeps are standing up now, against, for, and for not, ideas of their own. Now it is most important to speak without offense, pretense, to make a presence last like as long as the ashes... This heat brings out lizards people from the glaciers... They wait and craft up new rules with their sharp minds and sharper sticks, taking what was never theirs and killing for nothing but gain... But I don't feel alone or afraid of them.. they are cave dwellers, parasitic... This heat boils the senses, my senses, as I push onward instead, to see where the edge lies, but i fear to look over until I have my wings...

Obama said changes was good and so I agree, with a grain of salt and a half heart. Not contemptible of the state of our national politic body, but the lies lies lies and war crimes sufficiently disguised as necessity for progress. The solution is easy as the title states. "Everything has a Solution". Begin to sway your immediacy for goods and service or codified and commodified things like petroleum based anything and find at least 3 usable and realistic alternatives. And lest not forget the nature of all things is joy and happiness, travel as much as you can afford, do not try to hold on the grudges and always feed your head.

Make the days livable, fresh, and packed with vitality.

Inclusion of a daily regimen is not bad at all.

Include a daily service of education and training int he subversive skill building.

Tell your mother you lover her and your siblings that they are welcomed in you life.


Hug an animal and try petting something that seems to look unlovable, say a Monitor Lizard....

The days of Winter are dimming and the sun seems to want to shake hands like an eager sales man at your door with his foot in the jam.

Listen to a variety of sound textures to grow your taste buds for the exotic...

Make amends and work toward closure..


Finish what youve started and never look behind you onlu to help a soul in need.

What is new with me and you?

New sounds and feeling abound.

Old loves  and lovers mixed in.

More hugs, less shrugs and passive interactions.

Increased the capacity to feel out the under current.

Wanton
Creative Sonic Compositions.

Label woes

Travel YAYs!!

I'm filling the voids

Managing my time

gradually I will build to the crescendo and take a risk or 5!!!

These months are blissy and finely grounded...

Firethorn was stolen last night in front of the bikini lounge.
there are places, times and reasons for events to happen.
a person dies this month
some things get taken for granted.
we are all reminded that
nothing is permenent
we move on
and on...

Bikes, babes, boose, breins, braun, and more bikes.

Been keeping busy with my new and latest partnership and experiencing new congruences with inner-experiences on how to find common understanding and genuineness with emotions, behaviors, thoughts, patterns and such. I feel meaning more than I have ever, yet there lies the need to disconnect still from society.
Schools been the main demand for now but the family is on the major focus.
Musically I've been working on some projects..for the Electro Preservation Society. I have much learning to do based on my waning wants versus needs to get project started and done.

Phoenix has proven difficult and I yearn for the coast at times. I also consider the fam muchly so finding a common understanding of temperance of all involved seems duanting at best.
Cycling has now become my top priority followed by personal relational interests and exploring new way to understand and communicate that, not only with present interests but with every aspect within my systems.

what is important NOW is the a ability to gain understanding for progress and understanding,and see as much experiance and creative outlets that come too mind.

Forge on~!!!

The Post Apocalyps Contract

I need to produce a contract for the betterment of me....


here is a rough brainstormed version..

I shall make the neccesary adjustment to my existing life by adhearing to this contract that will be binding upon signature.

The food diet will need changing to where the affect of this alteration will allow my self and those who are affected by me, become healthier biologically, focused mentally, and socially emitting a non judgment projection transference onto others...

I will discontinue eating anything of pork, eggs or egg products, fatty breads and cheap pastas will be reduced to 3 cups a week. Soups with well made pastas are permissible if there is equal broth and an exercise program follows. Increase the miles of cycling and isolation exercises.
Complete removal of all unhealthy fast foods like burgers, chicken, or highly proccessed foods.

Increase liturature of vegetarian, vegan, raw, pescatarian options and foods.

Increase of freash produce and raw food alternatives with any meat of chicken (limited portions) or lean beef ( limited portions).
At any time will an attempt to stop eating meat for days up to a month can begin anytime and tracking of meat intake will decrease progressively.
The belief system used will be sheer will, consideration of cause and affect, pathology of psychosocial developments, systems theory recognition, and communication on a multi platform.

This approach will be synthesized and supported through a change of diet, communication skills, viewpoint consideration of otrhers, paralleled undersatanding, physical exercises, reading more books, reporting on learned materials, creative outlets, interpersonal analysis.


Here is some motivation....music is good to....i wouldnt lie to you...come on..you know me...

Anyone Listen to Bakunin or Chomsky anymore? and thank you ProtestWarrior...

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Been focused on a book found in the Caesar Chavez library FREE BIN. (political satire). No name drops allowed as I am not here to advertise.
What I have been gleaning from this book is information that clarifies my much earlier reasoning's, and that were
from a rather clouded perception no less, on how people of influential titles, subversive archetypes and those who wish to remain in the abyss of anonymity, in the name of anti-authority, yet remain both econimicallof y iffluvient, authoritative in essence, or without a real experiance with class struggle, but only have a lateral insight or reasoning, and never are vulnerable becuase they are always in packs of 2 or more, (the herd mentality), uncovered.
They project themselves as radicals with reasonable explanation of their cognitive motivations near perfection and back it up with indirect or direct violence. Seemingly untouchable simply because where they huddle up, travel extensively by the grace of others and land in a nest made for false sense of direction. a parasitic trait? Maybe. They sit there refusing to work for anyone and drag oppopportunity into darkness backed with emotional frailty ans a high sense of social anxiety.
So basically for example: a question I've held in silent: what makes a radical a radical or what makes an anarchist...
With all philosophical, ideological ,fashionable and Utopian depths of radicalism aside, (I actually want to embrace sides with my fellow human, for truth and freedom not for notoriety or fame) but realizing what the real purpose for anarchist, blacktivists, third world thugs and aiming for ans to be inclusive.

FUK that image of CHE on a shirt shit since the 90s and
weak intellectuals and fuk parasite travelers with vortexual issues. sign up for empathy counseling.

RIDE A BIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 ching-chiniiing!